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The kettle had been just over halfway to boiling when Pearl’s text came through, and was whistling steam by the time Rose could calm her laughter over the phone.
She looks halfway freezerburnt in the pic she had sent: Pearl, already layered in the muss of a long day and the sweat of dance practice, red-nosed and miserable and bundled up to her chin with the snow-caked doors of the rec center behind her. A sign in one of them reads “NO WATER -- PIPES BURST”
The caption, though, is the clincher: “My dorm’s plumbing is out, too. I hate to ask, but would it be okay if I showered at yours?”
First of all, that picture was going to be Rose’s new home screen. But the real punchline, here -- which she tried to articulate to Pearl over the phone, through her doubled-over gigglefit -- is that Pearl would think twice about asking to come over. That she would 'hate to ask'! She’s been doing so for months. And with all other possible showers on the opposite end of campus, and Rose’s apartment hardly a couple blocks from the rec center, it just hits her as a uniquely Pearlish blend of pitiful-funny that she would even feel the need to ask permission.
To use her shower, especially. (Well. She left that a bit more implicit, over the phone.)
Rose grins to herself, still, watching the tea steep. She isn’t exactly dolled up -- it’s a healthy piece of late in the evening, and she had just planned to read until bed -- but Pearl has a way of shyly eyeing Rose in even her most kickaround outfits.
(Gold-good things flutter in her chest, there. Sweeten soft.)
Instead of changing, she’s piled a stack of towels and her bathrobe next to the door -- a couple mugs of hot, cheery chamomile on the coffee table, too. So when the door sounds off with a tangle of tender knocks (oh, oh, her knuckles must be numb), Rose is quick to whisk it open with one towel over her shoulder, making little effort to hide the bubble of laughter in her voice: “Poor thing, oh no! Come on, come on -- oof, goodness, it is cold out --”
Hopefully her smile doesn’t look too pleased.
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This is fine. She was trying her best and maybe it just wasn't right but they're fine: everything's fine.
A shaky sigh brushes Rose's shoulder. "I don't know what...happened?" Muffled, her voice lilts up at the end, almost a question. In case it wasn't clear, she hastens to add, tripping over her own words, "I was having fun."
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"It's okay, not to know." It feels as though keeping a low, soothing roll of speech is a good move. Steadying. Nuzzling along Pearl's neck (oh: there was her body wash, tart and bracing), Rose drops another careful peck behind her ear. "Sometimes different parts of us want different things... that's okay, too."
If Rose notices her own innuendo, she doesn't have the mind to mention it.
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"I did like it when you..." Oh, she's flushing again, she knows it. "Turned the showerhead on high."
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And can't keep down a chuckle. Making certain that her breath washes warm over the shell of Pearl's ear, she murmurs: "That wasn't high, sweetness."
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"I-" She clears her throat, still a little rough from the sudden flood of tears. "I suppose you weren't done demonstrating."
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"Well." Her hold begins to loosen -- letting Pearl's face pull back into view. The space allows one of Rose's hands to drift from her narrow back to her curl of hip. "I don't mind a tiny break like this," she brushes a kiss over the tip of Pearl's nose -- already beginning to chill, "if you'd like to see a little more."
Rose presses the lean pinch of flesh over Pearl's hip: massage and message both. "What do you think, sweet thing?"
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"Yes, keep going?"
And now she does duck her head.
"...please?"
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Finishing out the night with cuddles and kisses would be wonderful, of course, but... Rose would have had to excuse herself to another room for a few minutes, first.
"Mmmm... I can deny you nothing, lovely," she wheedles. Airy and joking, but sweet. Dips her head to butt her brow against Pearl's, tender -- trying to lure her eyes higher. "And you are already so, so excited..."
Rose's hand roams a little lower as she speaks: kneading along Pearl's hip. She's on her side, mostly, with legs laced together, and the position lends a gentle slope for Rose's hand to drift along.
"Such a look on you." A light nuzzle to bring her chin up: coaxing Pearl's lips closer. "I can't help but want to draw it out, a little longer."
It would be delicious to have Pearl just straddle her here. Now. Fuck herself into a glowing tremolo on Rose's artful crib of fingers, tile-bruised knees and all: flesh bare and abrading in quiet gasps against Rose's clothes. (Tsk and tut to Pearl, later, about the stains she'd left.)
But Rose folds the image away for another time. Gentle. She needs to be gentle. Softer -- they should start somewhere softer. She can always coax Pearl elsewhere, later on.
"Can't help but want to kiss you for it. Let me kiss you, Pearl?" As Rose lets her mouth play along hers -- just a brush, to begin with -- fingertips settle in the neat little thatch of curls between Pearl's thighs. "... and touch a little, too."
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She tilts her head. "Yes, kiss me," she breathes against Rose's lips, eyelashes lowering. Her hips move in a slow roll against Rose's fingers, question and permission all at once.
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"Eager baby!" The hand weaving itself against Pearl's heat moves to still her movements at the hip, while the arm still bracing Pearl upright strokes along her back. As best as it can, anyway. "I suppose you're restless?"
She pecks: punctuates the touch with a wink. Like they're sharing a secret. "But be still. Still as you can." Her thumb smudges slow down the half-moon of hip before pressing, again: combing a tender course to the softest place on Pearl. "Just let me feel you."
They'll need to move soon. Rose knows that. Already this position is grating on her back and hips. And Pearl's shins are still knocked awkward against the tile -- collecting a small fruitbasket of bruises, likely.
But she can't grudge them a moment of kissing. Soft, rolling touch. Drinking Pearl in through the butterfly-skin of her mouth: whorl of watercolor tongue: tease of jewelry-box teeth: stovetop hum like lovely, cooking things.
"What a gorgeous girl." Fingtertips slip along the plush heat as Rose croons, like a first draft of hypnosis, "You'd like more, wouldn't you?"
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Pearl's hips still. She whimpers with the effort of keeping them so. Ungraceful in the way she's folded up in Rose's lap, but as tense and focused nevertheless, as if she was holding a pose for ballet. With Rose as her only audience. Her audience and her strictest coach, even if the touch and the words are relentlessly soft now.
A small quiver runs through her frame as they kiss. For all that Rose is being gentle, it still overwhelms her like a breaker wave, roaring in her ears. Gorgeous: Rose thinks she's gorgeous: she wants to be that gorgeous pretty girl, that sweet toy. It's like Rose has her soul between her teeth, tugging and pullling, wrung out gently. And that's melodramatic, maybe, but fuck: if Pearl has one thing to be melodramatic about in her tragicomic piecemeal of a daily life, it's this.
"Yes," she says again.
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Every "yes" is another tick of gravity to have her sinking into herself, and it might be Rose's favorite sight. Seeing Pearl actually yield to the nerves she wastes so many grating minutes of the day ignoring. So many feelings suppressed. Rose is clueless how a dancer with such a physically gifted body can also be so emotionally constipated about it.
But that fact is flexible. Rose keeps the kiss tender. She lets her lips soothe Pearl with You're safe, safe, while the hand petting between her hips insists You're mine, mine.
Rose also acknowledges that another minute in these clothes might be her last on planet Earth.
Heated, humming, Rose speaks low into the kiss: "I need to move you back, hon. Just fot a minute." (Can't resist a little hard-candy nip.) "Can you do that for me?"
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Right now, though, none of these things are on Pearl's mind. Right now she's exactly where she needs to be: fully present.
It takes her a moment to process the question; she gives herself a little shake, as if waking for a trance. A protesting little whimper, nearly inaudible. But then: "Okay." Yes, of course she can; she can do just about anything for Rose. Extricating herself from the lap, she shuffles backwards, knees knocking against wet tile. Face flushed, chest still heaving from the kiss. Her hands fold, uncertainly, on her thighs as she looks to Rose for the next move.
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"Mmmm..." She edges forward to where Pearl sits, pretty and waiting, and drops a kiss on the tip of her nose. "I'd like us to play a little game, now. One that will feel very nice." One hand wanders to the fold where Pearl's hips meets her thigh, and drifts back a little farther. As she dabbles another pair of kisses along her cheek, Rose's fingertips skim along the curve of Pearl's ass. Maybe they'll find some of that darling heat from earlier.
Her smile is sweet in its symmetry -- but then, so are knives. "Would you like that, sweetness?"
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Pearl licks her lips. Rose knows her answer, surely. "What are the rules?"
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"Careful, now. Too eager, and you'll lose." That sounds sufficiently cryptic. Rose lets her smile dip into a more smug register as she brings her fingers to Pearl's collar and presses, gently -- nestling her back into the corner like before.
"We'll play a little discipline game." Press of lips to Pearl's, drinking her in so gently (safe, safe, safe), while Rose's hand reaches behind her for the showerhead. "See how much self-control my sweet thing has."
Rose takes one of Pearl's hands and brings the showerhead to it: shapes her fingers over Pearl's, to lace her fingers over the handle. Studies her face, too, and tries not to smirk at what she finds there.
In the next moment, she moves from the floor to the wash bench; the looming effect is not subtle. "I'm going to finally step out of these wet clothes." Pearl's hair parts easily for her fingers as she strokes, as she croons. "And you're going to watch me, and get your pretty little pussy nice and clean."
Her fingers rove. Gentle. Dreamy. They bracket the back of Pearl's nape: threat and pet alike.
"If you come," Rose's voice lulls, "you lose. If you look away, you lose. And if you let the showerhead move too far away -- and I'll be watching -- you lose. And if you lose, I'm not going to touch you for a month." Her smile is the cut and crack of lacquer. "Not even if you beg."
(A bluff, of course. But it's important Pearl doesn't pick up on that. Pretty thing is so much more vocal when she's just a little bit nervous.)
Her strokes conclude -- Pearl's hair looks oddly slicked-back now, that's cute -- and Rose tips a loving, petit-four smile down to the girl she wants to have coming in her bed within the hour. Pearl's managed to remember what name to moan each time they've been together, so far. Has yet to come so hard she can't say 'Rose.' Perhaps that can change tonight. "Would you like me to start you off?"
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The threat is almost unbelievable, but Pearl's brain, fevered with desire, can't help but imagine what it would be like. To be suspended in Rose's orbit, pulled in but held at arm's length, watching her float and flirt her way through every long, long day--
For a month!
Perhaps Rose, instead of touching her, would make her touch herself -- have Pearl run her hands down her own willowy body -- thumb at her nipples -- yearning for Rose's touch but allowed only her own fingers, stroking herself achingly slow, or a vibe against her clit, or this very showerhead--
Perhaps Rose would make her watch as she touched herself, or someone el-- the fantasy threatens to career out of control, and Pearl wrenches herself away, her cheeks burning. Her knuckles around the showerhead are bone white, and not even Rose's gentle hand in her hair can soothe her this time.
Her throat is so, so dry. "Y-yes...please."
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Pearl's given no other warning before the showerhead clicks on to a low thrumming setting: aimed right over her clit.
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The rest of whatever she might have said gets caught in her throat as she sucks in a frantic breath of air, her whole body jerking taut as a strung wire. Her hand on the showerhead almost involuntarily tries to yank it away; but Rose has her caught, of course, and she can't do anything but take it, stay there under the cascade of hot liquid sensation that curls her toes and coaxes a whimper out of her chest.
And she's supposed to keep doing this, while watching Rose strip?
It's torture. Pure torture.
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(This is a discipline game for Rose, too.)
She lets the stream play cruel and heated and lovely for a few seconds more before thumbing the nozzle off, just as sudden as turning it on.
"Just like that." Then she's rising to her feet -- to all appearances, nonchalant. But patently aware of her own clinging heat and hunger. (She'll have Pearl tend to that. Soon.) Careful, but not looking away from Pearl's face, Rose takes her first step out of the shower. Her fingertips are already playing with the neckline of her damp shirt. "Any questions, sweet thing?"
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Pearl has other things to focus on right now, though. She gulps and reaches up, her hand hovering over the shower knob.
"I'm ready."
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But her approval is ample as she purrs, "That's my brave girl," and steps backward onto the bath mat.
She has a clear field of vision for every inch of Pearl, and even as she shapes soothing little nonsense sounds, Rose fucks her raw with her eyes. Dark and ripe with promise.
Her fingers play along the lapel of her flannel, like the soft neck of an instrument... thumbs at a button, pondering... but wanders away again. Instead both of Rose's hands come to cover her breasts through the fabric: cup them, testing. Pearl knows so well their weight. Must remember, now, watching her.
"On." The command cuts like a cold snap in the steam of the room. " Now."
Not breaking eye contact, Rose unfurls a slow knead against herself, and moans.
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But the high ground is always hers to lord, and she does this now: unpopping the first button of her top as Pearl sounds off soft under the heat.
"There's my girl. Doing what she does best." Rose sighs, tipping her chin against the plume of steam come to rise from the water. "Taking care of herself in any way she can -- even if it means," another button pops free, hinting the beginning of her cleavage, "hunching up on the floor," and another, and Rose sighs, "like a thing in heat."
Rose's eyes makes certain Pearl's hand is on task before she slips another button free -- already halfway down her breasts. Impatient. Her hand thieves inside to tweak a nipple, still hidden from Pearl's view, and the fizzle of pleasure has her spilling another Merlot moan. "Isn't that right?"
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The water strokes her for long, aching seconds as she tries to figure out if the rhetorical question requires an answer or not.
"R-right..."
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petplay GARBAGE
humiliation TRASH
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what f i literally only use this icon for the rest of forever