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likestoplay ([personal profile] likestoplay) wrote in [community profile] gaaaaay2015-10-11 10:16 pm

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The kettle had been just over halfway to boiling when Pearl’s text came through, and was whistling steam by the time Rose could calm her laughter over the phone.

She looks halfway freezerburnt in the pic she had sent: Pearl, already layered in the muss of a long day and the sweat of dance practice, red-nosed and miserable and bundled up to her chin with the snow-caked doors of the rec center behind her. A sign in one of them reads “NO WATER -- PIPES BURST”

The caption, though, is the clincher: “My dorm’s plumbing is out, too. I hate to ask, but would it be okay if I showered at yours?”

First of all, that picture was going to be Rose’s new home screen. But the real punchline, here -- which she tried to articulate to Pearl over the phone, through her doubled-over gigglefit -- is that Pearl would think twice about asking to come over. That she would 'hate to ask'! She’s been doing so for months. And with all other possible showers on the opposite end of campus, and Rose’s apartment hardly a couple blocks from the rec center, it just hits her as a uniquely Pearlish blend of pitiful-funny that she would even feel the need to ask permission.

To use her shower, especially. (Well. She left that a bit more implicit, over the phone.)

Rose grins to herself, still, watching the tea steep. She isn’t exactly dolled up -- it’s a healthy piece of late in the evening, and she had just planned to read until bed -- but Pearl has a way of shyly eyeing Rose in even her most kickaround outfits.

(Gold-good things flutter in her chest, there. Sweeten soft.)

Instead of changing, she’s piled a stack of towels and her bathrobe next to the door -- a couple mugs of hot, cheery chamomile on the coffee table, too. So when the door sounds off with a tangle of tender knocks (oh, oh, her knuckles must be numb), Rose is quick to whisk it open with one towel over her shoulder, making little effort to hide the bubble of laughter in her voice: “Poor thing, oh no! Come on, come on -- oof, goodness, it is cold out --”

Hopefully her smile doesn’t look too pleased.

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[personal profile] justapearl 2015-10-25 05:35 am (UTC)(link)
Pearl leaps to obey. Her other hand's on top of the first in an instant, fingers lacing together, the thumbnail of one hand digging into the flesh of the other. It's a humiliating position, deliberate in its performativity. A position for bad girls who can't keep their hands to themselves. But she straightens her back, raising her chin -- she can do this, show Rose how good she wants to be. How good she can be.

Even if the promise of punishment sends a flash of heat straight down her centre.

You're so fucked, Pearl.

The way Rose handles her is firm but deft, almost casual. It makes her nerves quiver. She turns, and spreads, obedient.
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[personal profile] justapearl 2015-10-25 06:27 am (UTC)(link)
Turned like this, she can't see what Rose is doing. Can't see her face or her smile, and somehow that makes it worse, because her runaway brain fills it right in. Rose's lips, curved in a sharp smirk, pressed against the side of neck. Teeth, nipping at the tender, sensitive skin beneath which her pulse leaps and trembles. Sometimes Rose leaves marks -- a reminder for every time she unwinds her winter scarf.

(God, Pearl hopes she leaves marks.)

Messy, Rose says, and the characterization slices straight to her core -- she works so hard, to be so put together, all the time. Classes, grades, test prep, dance practice, colour-matching her outfits. But here she is, stripped of all that and trapped in Rose's shower. Making messes: herself a mess. Falling apart piece by wretched piece. Pearl whines in her throat -- fingers twitching atop her head. Unlacing and then lacing back together, not quite breaking position yet. But if Rose keeps pushing...the hint of a tease of sensation between her legs sends her up on her toes for a second, before she rocks back onto the balls of her feet.

"Yes!"
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[personal profile] justapearl 2015-10-25 08:37 am (UTC)(link)
Pearl gasps as Rose hits her -- and again, and again. She hangs her head, shaking. Spanked, like a child: shame clenches in her chest, racing tense and hot up her arms to where her knuckles whiten on her head. Fingers twisting around each other as she fights the urge to drop her hands and rub the sting from her ass.

That would be so very bad. Would most certainly merit a worse punishment. God. Rose is hungry tonight, isn't she? She's going to keep -- giving Pearl just enough rope to hang herself with. And she's setting the pace slow. So, so slow.

"Y-yes," Pearl chokes out in guilty assent. She follows it with a quiet moan, her hips jerking fruitlessly although her feet stay firmly in place.
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[personal profile] justapearl 2015-10-25 04:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Pearl opens her mouth and then shuts it, remembering just in time, thank god. What could she have said, anyway? Yes -- I'm filthy-- she is a mess, slick and heavy and hot. No -- an outright lie, given that she can feel her own arousal with every shift of her thighs, even untouched, with her legs spread like this.

Her hips want to thrust -- to grind against Rose's hand, seeking sweet relief, but she holds herself back: no moving, Rose said. Still, she can't help but sway back and forth in minute little jerks. She bites her lip, teeth digging into quivering flesh as Rose's hand and the water inch closer to each other. Caught beneath the two, she sucks in air in frantic little gulps, and holds it.

And when they finally meet...! Rose is giving her so little, still, but the feeling of it sears through her body anyway, making her limbs heavy and sluggish. Knees buckling slightly, she turns her head away from Rose's teeth with a moan: reflexive, as if she can hide, or escape.
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[personal profile] justapearl 2015-10-25 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
The threat's not an idle one, Pearl knows; Rose has done it before, will do it again, with her hands and her mouth sure against all the most sensitive places on Pearl's body stretched vulnerable over the covers, maybe a little vibrating toy thrown into the mix, that quick, cruel little smile playing on her lips all the while.

It strikes her as something likely to happen regardless of how good she manages to be.

The light, deliberate touch of Rose's fingers against her heat-slick folds squeezes a high-pitched tremble of noise from the back of her throat. It's just as frustrating as the water that teases her skin with warmth and pressure, relentless and insubstantial all at once. Her brain's so addled with twisting, yearning want that she barely catches the tail end of the question -- she catches it enough, though, to know that Rose is toying with her, and groans helplessly.

"No, noo, I don't..."
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[personal profile] justapearl 2015-10-26 08:21 pm (UTC)(link)
The noose is closing in about Pearl's neck; she feels it happening and can't help it, has to struggle. Even though she knows the rules of the game say she has to be quiet and just take it, a protesting sob wrenches itself from her throat: "No, I like this but I'm not, I'm not lying--"

The words disintegrate into an incomprehensible whine as her mouth is abruptly stuffed full. She tastes her own want, her own filth, salty and musky and sticky-slick all over Rose's skin. On the verge of choking, but not quite -- the backs of her eyes prickle with the sensation and with her own shame -- maybe she even tears up a little, it's hard to tell when her face is already so very wet with the sweat and steam of the shower. She shuts her damp eyes and sucks. Her dignity's in tatters, her breath coming in shattered gasps through the swollen 'o' of her lips, but she still tries to be as graceful as possible. Sends her tongue darting delicately around and between fingers, across tender skin. As if she could show Rose with her mouth how desperately penitent she is, how useful she can be.

When the water hits her full on, though, she loses it. Rose's aim is perfect -- the pulsating stream strokes mercilessly across her folds, her throbbing clit, and it empties out all of her carefully hoarded nervous control in a single instant. One of her feet lifts off the floor, breaking position as her whole body goes rigid and she can't help the jerk of her jaw as her teeth dig into Rose's fingers for a second before she forces her own mouth back open--
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[personal profile] justapearl 2015-10-27 07:13 am (UTC)(link)
Failure and terror wind a queasy knot in Pearl's stomach. It's a powerful cocktail, intoxicating, for all that it's part of their intricate dance. First her hands, now her legs and her teeth -- her needy unruly body betraying her bit by bit, feeding her straight into Rose's carefully set ambush. Her limbs trembling, adrenaline skittering through her veins.

"I'm sorry," she stammers out, as Rose manhandles her. She is desperate, unable to stop the instinctive apology from bubbling up, her voice thin and small against Rose's dangerous purr. How much more can she be punished for speaking, anyway? "Sorry, sorry..."

She goes down with no protest, no more than an unsteady little whimper, her legs folding sideways under her until she's curled up on the wet tile. Shoulders hunched over, bedraggled hair dripping slow trails down her pinkened skin. Wide, watery eyes looking pleadingly up at Rose.
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[personal profile] justapearl 2015-10-27 05:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Pearl turns her head to one side, pressing her cheek against the tile as Rose spreads her legs. It's the smallest escape afforded her, trapped as she is. Her hands fell off her head sometime in the past few minutes; they're balled up in twitching fists on the floor now, and she knows better than to raise them. Except for the sobbing breaths that heave her chest, she keeps perfectly still: deer frozen in the lion's gaze. Rose's eyes, raking over every inch of her exposed body, could scorch her skin like a brand.

For some reason it's the foot against her that does the trick. It's utterly degrading. Toes digging into the most sensitive and tender areas of her body as she cowers in the corner. The thrill of pleasure that the touch sends through her, even for what it is, even now. Rose's voice pitched to its most devastating register, so cutting in its disappointment and contempt--

Her jaw trembles as she tries to hold back the tears.
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[personal profile] justapearl 2015-10-28 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
Pearl still can't look; she shuts her eyes, hot tears welling from under her pale lashes. Her shoulders are shuddering for real, now, a sniffle trembling in her nose. Chest tight and hot, like there's a fist clenched around the fluttering muscle of her heart: a sensation that creeps outwards, colonizes her body, makes her limbs fragile.

This feels -- deep. Deeper than they've gone before, maybe, for all that there's no fancy toys, no wild scenario, just the two of them in the bathroom. And it's terrifying. Like walking an electric tightrope of thrill and pleasure out over an abyss where good and bad feelings no longer have distinction. Her safeword floats into consciousness, slowly, as if from a great distance. It's in the back of her throat: coda, coda, coda. She can say it, quick or stammering, clear or desperate, and dive out the escape hatch. But she waits -- something caught in her throat -- and after a moment the impulse fades. It's Rose. Just Rose, all Rose. The question hangs in the air.

"It's..."

Her voice teeters on the brink of a sob. "C-can you hold me for a second?"
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[personal profile] justapearl 2015-10-28 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
Something in Pearl, wound tight and brittle, eases. Of course she knew Rose wasn't really mad -- of course she knew Rose wouldn't, doesn't, really think those things of her. But knowing and feeling aren't the same thing at all, are they? Or so she's learning.

Rose is beckoning her -- is pulling her in -- Pearl's suddenly desperate for as much contact as possible, wanting to be held and surrounded and comforted in soft arms, and she tries her best to crawl into the waiting lap. It's difficult, because the space is so tight and the hard floor is awkward and her legs don't have anywhere to go, but she manages to put her arms about Rose's neck and bury her wet face in a warm shoulder. Her throat works. "I'm sorry," she tries uncertainly. Somehow the words feel so much more heavy than the apologies she was whimpering earlier.
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[personal profile] justapearl 2015-10-28 04:21 am (UTC)(link)
Pear thinks that the trickle of shower water off her naked skin must be soaking Rose's clothes through, but they're clearly both beyond caring. The thought is detached, distant, and with an effort she lets go of it, focusing instead on being present in her body. Here with Rose. The shaking of her hands slowing. Her rattled breathing smoothing out. Being held, like this -- it's like, well, it's like maybe she doesn't have a ton of descriptors for it. Almost how her body feels when its dancing, a kind of unearned grace. Rose's endearments, her praise, a soothing pour of honey over the raw confusion of her emotions.

This is fine. She was trying her best and maybe it just wasn't right but they're fine: everything's fine.

A shaky sigh brushes Rose's shoulder. "I don't know what...happened?" Muffled, her voice lilts up at the end, almost a question. In case it wasn't clear, she hastens to add, tripping over her own words, "I was having fun."
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[personal profile] justapearl 2015-10-28 07:18 am (UTC)(link)
"Okay." Pearl falls silent and just breathes for a little bit. Unexpectedly a quiet warmth blooms in her chest. Startling delight, perhaps just relief, or something inexplicable like joy. To have had all of herself laid bare before Rose: to have survived it. After a moment she squirms, and turns her head to bravely dare a kiss of her own, just above the curve of neckline. The corners of her lips quirk up as she mouths briefly at bare skin.

"I did like it when you..." Oh, she's flushing again, she knows it. "Turned the showerhead on high."
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[personal profile] justapearl 2015-10-29 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
Tucked close the way she is, Pearl feels clearly the gentle vibration of Rose's laugh as it bubbles up. The little exhale of delight curls against her skin so neat, so easy, and the sensation makes her keenly aware of the fact that she's still naked in Rose's lap.

"I-" She clears her throat, still a little rough from the sudden flood of tears. "I suppose you weren't done demonstrating."

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